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Blog Entry #555
0Bryan says we camwhore in his car weekly. Pretty true. It wasn’t as packed at the back seat today cause Aaron drove as well. AND I JUST HAD TO SIT WHERE THE SUN SHINES. Thank goodness for Bryan’s denim jacket. I just covered my whole head and torso with it cause I couldn’t stand the heat. Szen went, ‘AMBERRRRR…….’ I can’t help it, I’m a puteri lilin.
The weather’s been so crazy lately. Heavy rains.. But today was so sunny.
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Yesterday I played a horror RPG game called The Witch’s House. John asked me to play it but I have to stream it…….. Lower your speakers, i randomly scream. I played a few ranked games in between and finally finishing the game at the end of my stream. Gosh, the jump scares and what not. Now I’m back to being interested in horror games again. Great. Just great. I just googled horror games and I see loads of new games that I don’t know of.
One of the first things I had to do was to cut off a teddy bear’s limbs.. And blood poured out. And then.. And then.. A bloody hand print on the wall. It just went.. SMACK!!!! ._. I got so terrified. ESPECIALLY WHEN A HUGE TEDDY BEAR CHASED THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND STOMPED ME TO DEATH. And it looked like Teddy Tibbers. Now I’m not gonna see Annie and Teddy Tibbers the same way anymore.. I’m not touching Annie in League of Legends for a long time now. Evil bears!!!!
But it’s an awesome game. You have to try it out to know it. I can’t spoil the fun!
-UPDATE-
THIS GAME – LINK
Playing it right now, and the graphics !!! It’s like the old Final Fantasy 3!! Gonna play it finish now. Bye bye. ^^
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Don’t you find this photograph amazing? Simple as it is but the mood, the pose.. Play the right song and watch the whole story unfolds in the photograph.
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I found an interesting band a few days ago. It’s called Studio Killers. It’s a virtual band consisting of three members.
Cherry, Goldie Foxx and Dyna Mink.
I find them pretty amazing. The band members chose to remain anonymous, sadly. But the origins of the members are from Denmark, United Kingdom (Plus point!) and Finland. Or at least, that’s what I’ve gathered. I find them so unique. The vocalist reminds me of Mika when he hits uber high pitched notes. (Pst: They suspect Teemu Brunila is the vocalist!)
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“Is it my problem that you have a bad day?”
We should all learn to work around with pms/problematic/bitch-for-no-reason/bastard-for-the-day people once in a while. Sometimes they just have their bad days. It adds on more weight to them by mistreating them (So what if they treated you terribly, no harm in being nice, right?). That cycle will never end if you mistreat people all the time. Why can’t you just treat them as nice as you want them to treat you? Maybe they’d actually feel a little better about their day and starts being less grouchy and mean. Why does it always have to be ‘Ain’t my problem if you have a bad day’? That’s just selfish.
Photographs
0I realized I haven’t been taking photographs as much as I used to years ago. I don’t know whether to call that a good thing or a bad thing. Like how a Pokemon can forget a move to learn new moves, I forgot how to take photographs of anything that moves and doesn’t move. Kinda suck, but I guess that will make space for new skills. It’s about time i find my muse. Where is she anyway? She’s been gone too long.

This was taken at Dee‘s house. We did a shoot at her place sometime in January. She had the concept and all, I just showed up with my camera and co-modeled with her. I don’t favour it though.. Well, I look like a duck while she looks like a swan, what do you expect me to feel?
Here’s the album link – CLICK ME.

I just had to post a food-related picture. Kampachi was and still will be one of my favourite Japanese restaurants in KL. Freshest seafood you can get, at the best quality, served by the finest chefs.

My baby brother, Jo Shua. I don’t know why I never posted it on my page though.. Or did I? I don’t know, I don’t remember. Pretty crazy edit for a toddler photograph. Felt like I overdid the post-process but I like it this way. Dramatic edit for a drama child.
Honestly, I was never a big fan of guitars. Nobody influenced me enough to really listen to it. Till now. Ha. I learnt a lot, but that’s not even near 1% of anything related to guitars or music. But it’s okay, I’ll keep learning more about it day by day.. And because I don’t know guitars as much, I don’t have that euphoric feeling when i photograph it. Sounds so dramatic, but yeah. I wish to have that specific euphoria whenever I take photographs of anything. I kinda prefer the black and white over the coloured one though. What do you think?
Dream catchers. I took the photograph in Bugis, Singapore.
I wore a dream catcher necklace to college today too, and one of my friends were just telling me about the origins of dream catchers.
One of the stories were about this tribe who are animists (Animism – People who believe animals, plants, inanimate objects and/or phenomena possess a spiritual essence.). There was this little boy who wanted to kill a spider but an elder stopped the child from killing it. The spider whispered into the elder’s ear, thanking her and told her that it’ll repay her by teaching her how to weave a spider web to form a dream catcher. It’ll help to catch all the bad luck and bad dreams.
I don’t remember the details, sadly.. But it was pretty amazing to listen to it over lunch.

Nicholas! A very good friend of mine for over 2 years. Somehow we always clicked. Things get really awkward and weird sometimes, but we get along pretty well.
I was suppose to do a shoot today, but it got postponed, so I dragged Szen and Michelle to do a short shoot with me. It was drizzling…… Okay, It was raining. But we did the shoot anyway. It didn’t turn out brilliant. It was just alright.

And being the curious cat, I went up to take a look at the other area. Under the rain, smart girl! It was darn cold, windy and scary to be alone up there.
I should take more nonsensical photographs, then maybe.. Just maybe, my muse will come back to me.
As usual, sharing another song with you guys.. It hits me pretty hard to the core. Watching the video makes me want to cry even harder. (Am I that sensitive?)
Bikini Hair Removal, For The Very First Time !
0It’s been a while since I last visited Publika .. Very much livelier than it’s first few months of course. It’s a beautiful morning .
I made an appointment to Face Factors Clinic yesterday to try out their Soprano Hair Removal Laser. It’s suitable for all skin colours. I never knew that some types of lasers would cause a lot of pain for darker skins till Mila, the beautician who did the treatment for me told me about it. She said that this particular machine, Soprano Accord, she can set the frequency to a higher or lower level depending on the skin colour. A higher one for fair skin, and a lower one for darker skin.
This is how the machine looks like.
Those pink sponges are actually bedroom slippers for the machine .
Just kidding .
Green lookin’ jelly she puts on before using the machine ..
WARNING: It’s extremely cold .
When she applied it on my frontal genital area, it felt like Antarctica landed on me. Damn, I should be keeping this to myself and let you experience it yourself ..
If you do the treatment from your chest upwards (Underarms, face..) You would have to wear these sunnies !! Not exactly the trendiest thing, but hey, as long they protect your eyes , there’s no reason to complain ! (:
The tip is ice cold . I got a real shock to feel this ice cool sensation when I touched the tip . I expected it to be hot .. Or warm at least, but NO ! It helps to constantly keep the skin cool during the treatment.
I did a bit of research on this machine, and I’mma summarize it to you right here , right now!
- Alma Soprano uses low energy at high repetition to prevent damage to the skin.
- You feel less heat and pain.
- Slower process compared to traditional machines but it’s less damaging and painful!
- Gets less painful each treatment because the roots get thinner and thinner after each treatment. (YAY!)
After the treatment, i decided to walk a bit just to snap some photographs. :3
It’s amazing how nobody stole those shoes yet . (Or maybe they’re glued to the metal stands..)

Toodles !













































